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 I'm posting here, and only here, because it's the only place where talking about this isn't going to make someone think I want them to feel bad.

I've been trying really hard the last few weeks not to think about my dress. It's sitting in the Grand Junction store, on layaway until the 29th of this month.... technically. The problem is that I don't have the money to pay for it. I should, but the money I had ended up going towards textbooks for Alex and Jessi, because their financial aid still hasn't come through. So I've got about 99 dollars in my account, bills coming due pretty soon, and a $700-or-so dress that I'm going to have to say goodbye to.

I wanted to say something more but after typing all that I can't. Anyway, I've got to go do something.